Monday, 28 January 2008

Tie me kangaroo down, sport.

I couldn't help noticing the tie worn by Harry Potter in that Abzakad film, or whatever it might be called, is exactly the same as the tie work at my old middle school, unsurprisingly called Mary Magdalene, C of E.

Friday, 25 January 2008

Michael Palingenesis - Monty Pythoness

Prevost, prevorst, provost. A window name, although not one Keel spotted.

Padilla has been sentenced.If Padilla's still around. His mind was destroyed, according to a news stroy I read several months ago. A useful test subject, now they've just got to hide him away. Fifteen years should do it, but don't expect him to get out then. He'll be Pablo Gonzales, working on a grape farm in California and not speaking a word of English. No-one will remember him and I'm sure there'll be a story available for those who ask, but he isn't there now and he won't be there then. Someone else will be given the body and he'll be monitored to see how it goes. Might come out eventually. This stuff has been going on for a bit now, but it'll be a while until it becomes overt public knowledge. Secret, then known, then accepted.

"All hen houses will from this day forward be guarded by foxes."

“So we must deny with our mouths what we are doing with our hands"
-- Arnold Toynbee - address to the Institute of Pacific Relations 1933

Patterned out, white trauma. Whited out, patterned trauma. Something along those lines.

I heard it in a dream. I don't often remember my dreams, but this one I made an exception for. Not that I can remember much. It woke me up, I wrote that down. Someone claiming to be a victim of the old trauma based mind control said it. People are made to be ignorant. The evidence is there. Perhaps only subjectively for sometings, but it's a question a digging. Can't take people straight to the bottom, you only understand what's there if you've seen what's above. Anti-democratic Contra wars at top, then Iran/Contra, then the Contra drug dealing, then the Finders, then further.

Don't know what that in my dream means.

Thursday, 24 January 2008

Paedogeddon Or(e) bust!

ray: The American Experimenters smell victory, close in on the quarry, the prize.


"Not only were many of the founders of the United States government Masons, but they received aid from a secret and august body existing in Europe which helped them to establish this country for A PECULIAR AND PARTICULAR PURPOSE known only to the intiated few." -- Manly P. Hall, The Secret Teachings of All Ages, pp. XC and XCI

Wednesday, 23 January 2008

I like the lyrics

It was a grand upstanding bantam cock,
So brisk and stiff and spry,
With springy step and jaunty plume
And a purposeful look in his eye,
In his little black blinking eye, he had.

I took him to the coop and introduced him
To my seventeen wide-eyed hens.
He tupped and he tupped as a hero tups
And he bowed from the waist to them all, and then
He upped and he tupped 'em all again, he did.

And then upon the peace of me ducks and me geese
He rudely did intrude.
With glazed eyes and open mouths
They bore it all with fortitude
And a little bit of gratitude, they did.

He jumped my giggling guinea fowl
And forced his attentions upon
My twenty hysterical turkeys and
A visiting migrant swan.
But the bantam thundered on, he did.

He ravished my fan-tailed pigeons and
Me lily-white columbines,
And while I was locking up the budgerigar
He jumped my parrot from behind;
She was sitting on me shoulder at the time.

And all of a sudden with a gasp and a gulp
He clapped his hands to his head,
Fell flat on his back with his toes in the air.
My bantam cock lay dead
And the vultures circled overhead, they did.

What a champion brute; what a noble cock;
What a way to live and to die.
I was digging him a grave to save his bones
From the hungry buzzards in the sky
When the bantam opened up a sly little eye.

He gave me a grin and a terrible wink,
The way that rapists do.
He said, "You see them big daft buggers up there?
They'll be down in a minute or two;
They'll be down in a minute or two"

Charlie Brooker. He wrote a review, very good he is, about the Horizon on last night. Isolation and sensory deprivation used to make people become suggestible. On one of his programmes he managed to convince Adam Curtis, of "Power of Nightmares" fame to make a short film about journalism. Journalism on the TV, he said, began as a wing of the establishment but after all that watergate stuff became deluded that it was a form of check and balance on the power of the government. After the fall of the left and the coming of the synthesis of political positions they became disillusioned and cynical, parroting the positions of power because it gave them something to believe in and also gave them access to the powerful in a PR-for-patronage deal. He's an intellectual sort of man like that, Curtis.

But another thing. Brooker must be a fan of Curtis for he used the aforementioned Power of Nightmares as an example of intelligent programming. He confronted some youths with various types of programming, finding that the only thing not to bore them all to the point of intollerance in the time he allowed them to view it was the Power of Nightmares.

These were normal youths, not some specially selected intellectually superior breed (although as most of the series is about the lies TV tells us in the name of production values, perhapsd my faith is misplaced). But I can believe it, knowing a number of supposedly stupid youths who aren't as ignorant or idiotic as we would be had to believe. I myself am illiterate in government statistics in that I never got an English GCSE.

8. Don’t make people think. Their days are hard enough as is. Bypass the need for opinion making by giving people ready-made opinions. Do it as though you don’t have a conscience – they are probably too stupid to make their own decisions anyway.
9. Ensure that there are no ongoing storylines with meaning or purpose beyond immediate sensory stimulation. Avoid universal themes as much as possible. Make absolutely certain there is no cultural, societal or global story or mythology present that conflicts with the myths of comfort and consumption.
10. Never encourage responsibility, or so much as suggest that humans could be involved in co-creating their future and the realities in which they reside.

Nim, nim, nim.

It's not just that other people become convinced that the youth is worthless through the machinations of the media, it's that the same effect is present in themselves. And the media, of course, gets to stick to the dross of Big Brother this and celebrity tits out that in stead of making decent stuff on the pretext that they're merely following the market, doing the regretfully necessary. In other words being "realistic". The same way the politicians act with their right-wing economic policies which always fail but are painted as being responsible, the only way things can be done. At least, in the overton window. But the reality they're so fond of claiming support from is quite different. The Power of Nightmares was the most popular BBC2 programme in a long while. But the agenda isn't really to attract viewers, nor to make public service (ie supposedly good but unpopular, really badly-made pseudo-intellectual and therefore unpopular) , but to drive people into idiocy.

That goal seems to be more or less impossible. You can make people believe they're thick but actually dumbing them down is a different matter.

For an original sinist I've got a surprising amount of faith in human nature, I know.

Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Maddie not back by Christmas

The 50-year-old, of Balderton, Newark, spotted the man acting suspiciously
on three occasions.

Little old Newark gets a part in the play. No-one ever notices us, but here we are. Like INCREMENT. Silent but deadly.

"Don't for a moment think Bush is stupid. You're stupid if you think he's stupid. Bush has the intelligence of a rat." -- Michael Parenti

Always the sun, the Stranglers:

How many times have you woken up and prayed for the rain?
How many times have you seen the papers apportion the blame?
Who gets to say?
Who gets to work and who gets to play?
I was always told at school, everybody should get the same.
How many times have you been told if you don't ask you don't get?
How many times have you wasted your money? your Mother said you shouldnt bet.
Who has the fun?
Is it always a man with a gun?
Someone must have told you if you work to hard you can sweat?

Monday, 21 January 2008

Name Magic

Weyland Smithers. Spotted that before. Weyland the Smithy. Good pseudonyms, place names, Norton Disney, Boothby Graffoe, etc..

Coincidence Theory: By shear chance things just happen repeatedly and coincidentally to benefit their interests without any conscious connivance by them, which is most uncanny. There is also: Stupidity Theory, Innocence Theory, Momentary Aberration Theory, Incompetence Theory, Unintended Consequences Theory and Innocent Cultural Proclivities Theory."
-- Michael Parenti
Doesn't just apply to convenient political happenings. I see Cloverfield is out, although I don't know anything about it. Something to do with 9/11. A monster movie. Godzilla in a turban, mayhap. 7/7, there's a coincidence. Wouldn't have caught on if it had been two days earlier, 5/7, they Americans wouldn't have used our dating convention but couldn't have just made up their own. Had to be like this.

Two big brother posters. But where's his moustache? Poster by the CIA. That's where. It's from the movie version of 1984, made by the CIA for cold war purposes.

Idea caught on.

Saturday, 19 January 2008

Operation Freaked Out

From the Church of Scientology's "SEC WHOLE TRACK" questionnaire.

Have you ever enslaved a population?
Have you ever debased a nation's currency?
Have you ever killed the wrong person?
Have you ever torn out someone's tongue?
Have you ever been a professional critic?
Have you ever wiped out a family?
Have you ever tried to give sanity a bad name?
Have you ever consistently practiced sex in some unnatural fashion?
Have you ever made a planet, or nation, radioactive?
Have you ever made love to a dead body?
Have you ever engaged in piracy?
Have you ever been a pimp?
Have you ever eaten a human body?
Have you ever disfigured a beautiful thing?
Have you ever exterminated a species?
Have you ever been a professional executioner?
Have you given robots a bad name?
Have you ever set a booby trap?
Have you ever failed to rescue your leader?
Have you driven anyone insane?
Have you ever killed the wrong person?
Is anybody looking for you?
Have you ever set a poor example?
Did you come to Earth for evil purposes?
Are you in hiding?
Have you systematically set up mysteries?
Have you ever made a practice of confusing people?
Have you ever philosophized when you should have acted instead?
Have you ever gone crazy?
Have you ever sought to persuade someone of your insanity?
Have you ever deserted, or betrayed, a great leader?
Have you ever smothered a baby?
Do you deserve to have any friends?
Have you ever castrated anyone?
Do you deserve to be enslaved?
Is there any question on this list I had better not ask you again?
Have you ever tried to make the physical universe less real?
Have you ever zapped anyone?
Have you ever had a body with a venereal disease? If so, did you spread it?

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

How my interview went

Cheek. As I say I had an interview the other day. I didn't particularly want the job, but the jobcentre need to be appeased like some unclean god demanding sacrifice and that means pretending to look for a job. To be honest the only reason I applied was because the boss there asked me to. They brought someone in after that to do the job temporarily and I immediately assumed that she would get the job permanently. Appointed without anyone else being interviewed by the area manager. Looks like I was right, they've decided to just give her the job although she didn't apply and had planned to be only temporary. A bit cheeky given that I was asked to apply, but there you go. Very cheeky. I've been given a letter proving to the jobcentre that I had the interview and apprently containing some "feedback". Not interested in your semi-literate ramblings. Fools. Talk shit as much as you want but I'm not capitulating to the dishonesty. Fuck 'em.

The thing I always try to remember though is that corporations are forced participants in these social engineering experiments just as much as we are.

From a quote on Glenn Sacks' blog. Someone talking about preferential hiring policies for women, women being hired first, sacked last and paid more for being engineers. Rubbish. As the man himself says they keep it quiet so they aren't forced into it by public opinion, they're worried about how the public would receive the truth. They keep it secret, there's no government requirement, it's the plaything of the rich. It's meant to make us the playthings of the rich. The fact that is doesn't obviously make them money or gain them anything shows it's for some other motive. Three guesses.

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

...the Hell out of Dodge...

Whistling men in yellow vans
They can and drew us diagrams
Showed us how it all worked it out
And wrote it down in case of doubt
-- "Build", the Housemartins

Yes. If any corporate shareholders are listening, I have a cunning plan. There was once a falling out between a Mr Ford, of car manufacture fame, and a Mr Dodge who was one of his shareholders and later competitors. He felt that Ford's use of company money to allow employees discounted cars was tantamount to theft from hsi dividend payment, the poor diddums.

He sued him and won compensation before buggering off to do his own thing elsewhere. Well, I see from various bits of left wing malarkey that I come across that it's become standard practice for the corporate officers of listed companies to donate money to their friends in high places. My idea is this: that someone with the resources could buy a share of such a company and sue the corporate offices for giving money to politicians that could have been in dividend payments instead. That way they'd either have to lose to save face, in which case you're in the money, or they could admit the truth, that this is a form of bribery and a legitimate business expense. And investment for which greater thing will be returned.

Either result would be interesting.

A piece of news from Islam: it's all a fraud. Who'd've thought it. The miraculous illiterate who could read and write prerfectly well who conquered Arabia with nothing to help him but Allah, a heavily armed state and his massive personaly fortune.

I'm really not fond of Islam. As the article points out it's a derivitive of Christianity. It's religious disinformation, trying to take the big-selling bits of Christianity and use them to attract followers for its own cause, which isn't ours but is one soaked in the blood of innocents offered up to the unholy threefold goddess the original Qu'ran was so fond of.

Hey, lets move on.

Well, back. To the call of Cthulhu. A very common theme in fiction, for obvious reasons. Specifically, its proximity to reality. Those who can feel an overshadowing presence and perhaps more likely to incorporate one into their works. I notice Mr Fairhall is of the opinion that there may be unilluminised people out there, those without what he calls the reptilian consciousness, which would make them immune from the subconscious influences.

Quatermass and the Pit again, the ones the alien hive mind took over took to killing the apparent minority who were merely human. Thirdspace, the Babylon 5 TVM (Pero claimed B5 was a documentary, probably not literally true, however there's a clear similarity between the Shadows of Zaha'dum and the legions of Sauron from Bara'dur). In that being from another realm take over the minds or normal people and have them kill those not marked out for salvation. The Lord of the Rings of course. All maleficent forces calling out to those with ears to hear. Also all cases of the return of an ancient evil, formerly defeated but now returning to capitalise on a weak and divided polity.

There is a watcher by the threshold. He's not as villainous as you might think. He has his reasons for being there and they take us into account.

Fairhall mentions a man flying from a high place in a downwards direction. Douglas Adams famously said that flying is the art of falling without hitting the ground. This man was only one step away. Chang the whisteblower. He went from a window in the City too. Couldn't been a suicide. Kroll Associated were investigating him. They were also looking into the Calvi case for his family, which they did both negligently and with a taste for cover-up. I've come across a book about the mafia, currently on the top of my pile of books to read. It's not particularly good but being about the Mafia and named after Casolaro's lost Opus it attracted me. Turns out it's not to my taste, claiming Mussolini was a hero for defeating some Communist conspiracy to control the world and also claiming that the Pope is directly chosen by God.

He's wrong of course. Italy would never have gone Communist but would have stayed democratic if it hadn't been for the fascists. But that's a pattern of course, democracts become communists when they aren't democratic in the right way. See Sandinistas. Republican Spain never went wholy Communist because of the power of the Anarchists but those Communists there were would have had less power if they hadn't been able to offer themselves as a way to fight the fascists. I don't know where people get their ideas about communism. The press I suppose. The Spanish communists were always portraying themselves as the enemies of the anarchists, saviours of the middle classes from the surge from below. The Italians were more right wing than our own Labour Party, not even supporting unilateral nuclear disarmament.

How the buggery did I get to talking about that?

Monday, 14 January 2008

As above, so below

BRITNEY SPEARS has told family and friends she intends to marry her paparazzo lover Adnan Ghalib in a Scientology marriage ceremony. ... A friend described her wedding plan as “hare-brained”, adding: “Brit blew a fuse again when she was told it would be an act of insanity to marry. Having a Scientology wedding is her way of giving her family a one-finger salute.”

Scientologists – its celebrity members include Tom Cruise and John Travolta – believe humans are descended from space aliens. ...

That woman's mother has got a lot to answer for.

I wonder, what are the conditions for fame? Anyone familiar with modern western dynamics of power will know that you can't become famous, can't be a film star or pop star, without being pederasted by some mogul or similar. Well, maybe in sport, but nowhere else. Britney and her Mickey Mouse mates. There was an RI thread, "When Sex Slaves go Mental" or something similar. There's no power without some blackmail material hanging over your head. Well, not normally. One Mr. Jesse Ventura. Reportedly interrogated by the CIA who were perplexed, like a deathbed Crowley, by the failure of their electoral plans. Tony Benn. Doesn't want a left-wing non-Labour alternative. Could be he's attached to the party and thinks it can be reclaimed. Could be he's being blackmailed into it. There's a long history of conspiracies in the Labour party, some with him as victim.

The Gaitskillites and the Campaign for Democratic Socialism and their congress for Cultural Freedom sponsored campiagns to eject the Insitute for Workers' Control from the Labour Party. Then the supposed swing to the left, in which the right-wing signed off on the "longest suicide note in history", the '83 election manifesto and used the election as leader of Foot as an excuse to split the party and form the SDP even though the Gang of Four voted for Foot.

Dostoevsky. Became a Tsarist. Sent off the the gulag he saw the error of his formerly liberal ways.

I've told you more than any American could want to know about my local history. A little thing to add, there are many civil war relics littered about the place. The site of the governor's house that burned down after he fled due to a three-fold precognitive dream. The site of the house Henrietta Maria stayed in. And the earth-work defences, the King's and Queen's Sconces. The King's Sconce is no more, having been leveled many years ago. Another local piece of knowledge is that Nottingham has five times as many women as men. Seems unlikely, but I don't take the census, do I?

I don't think that's true. The power elites - no objectivity. They believe nothing is true, as Hywel Williams says, but all is subjective. They are the actors of history, what they say is true is true. There is therefore only the subjective and self-interested.

"Hey, wait a minute, there's one guy holding up both puppets!" -Bill Hicks

Didn't used to be. Not here, anyway.

"On each landing, opposite the lift-shaft, the poster gazed from the wall.It depicted simply an enormous face, more than a meter wide:the face of a man of about forty-five,with a heavy black moustache and ruggedly handsome features."

I knew it was him!

Cocaine is God's way of saying that the Vatican Bank needs your money more than you do.
-- Robert Anton Wilson

“But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought.”
-- Orwell


If ritual, satanic abuse is genuinely perpetrated and covered-up by authorities and institutions sworn to protect the innocent; if elites are really raping and murdering children with impunity and without qualm, then something has seriously altered their sense of reality, and for a purpose. To commit such crimes, they must think they know something we don't. Something has satisfied them that the great religions are lies for slaves, and that the universe belongs to strange and bloody gods.


Elites have not dabbled in occult matters for simple curiosity, or to encounter the divine, or to feel "one with the universe." It is not to raise human consciousness that the Pentagon has experimented with drugs. Every exploration, every occult "working" has been to accrue more power to itself. This is the logic of magick's left-hand path, the politics of which is fascism, with an aristocratic bearing. (And let's not forget, Crowley himself was an asset of British intelligence, whose file was labeled "use with extreme caution.")

In many encounters, as in Da Silva's, the entities ask the humans to be their guides into our reality, or tell them they have been chosen for the purpose. See, for another example, Victor K's story from Russia, in 1991. Victor was told he was selected to be their "representative" on Earth. The entities explained they needed a representative because "we expend to much energy during terrestrial materialization." Interestingly, when Victor asked how they moved about in space, he received the answer "We do not move, we are everywhere all the time." (Afterwards, "Victor suffered from unexplained seizures, headaches and strange markings were found on his body.")

They use up a lot of energy. Why was it that Odysseus was spilling blood at the mouth of the underworld? So that the "spirits" of his old friends could drink the gore and have a moment of life.

I see Fairhall is at it again. A good one, the Elder Gods and so forth. Reminds me of the incestuous world of scifi. I've been reading about Parsons and Hubbard, so this is on my mind. Harry Potter, he mentions. A film of his was on the other day. Not really my sort of thing. I was think, where have I heard this before? Something about it was all quite familiar. It was the archetypes, of course. The orphan thing, for example, not raised by his parents. Moses, young Skywalker, King Arthur. I'll have more to say on that.

Saturday, 12 January 2008

Wisdom McNuggets

Go on, you know you want to

(Go West) Life is peaceful there
(Go West) In the open air
(Go West) Baby you and me
(Go West) This is our destiny (Aah)
(Go West) Sun in wintertime
(Go West) We will do just fine
(Go West) Where the skies are blue
(Go West) this is what we're gonna do
-- "Go West", Pet Shop Boys

West, Anubis, Land of Death. Avalon. Fairhall? Downard? Never mind. What is mind, no matter, what is matter, never mind.

RigInt isn't all bad

Now consider this: if Paperclip brought together the esoteric knowledge of "left-hand path" Anglo and Germanic secret schools in the "fight against communism," how would we recognize it today?

And let's just suppose - and I'll grant it's a big suppose, even in this context, and even with such supporting evidence as exists, since it beggers not only our credulity but our decency - that there is an international network of paedophilic elites. The question ought to be, why? Can it really all be attributed to the indulgence of forbidden desires? Or could it have an esoteric dimension - might it be about power? And not in the usual, true sense of power in abusive relations. I mean, in the esoteric sense. The Crowleyan sense. The sense of sex magick.

I don't think it takes much to assume power over the mind of another. You could use the force, of course. Those old mind tricks don't invent themselves. Simply a loud noise is enough to hypnotise someone. But if hypnosis is a continuum, as most things are, then what level of shock and trauma do we need to call it Trauma Based Mind Control. I'm glad to be an unflappable personage.

"not in the usual, true sense", says he. If the two senses are one and the same, then what?

You know Jack Parsons was stuck in the power of his mother and said that the absense of his father was important to him. We know how he turned out. They've been talking on this at RigInt, at least nashville and I have. The Mom meme. The psycho-sexual power complex of the mother.

... all designed in order, apparently, to disguise the fact that the wearer was masculine and to pretend that he was feminine. There were odd snap-pounches and "concealed no-gap" flies; and in one advertisement the device was so drawn that not only was all trace of the objectionable bulge obliterated, but the tight binder was so designed that the role of the wearer was reversed. He had been turned into a fake woman.

A kind of symbolic castration has been achieved, just as the threat of actual castration is often used to deter children from undesirable habits. Indeed, one American mother declared that all she had to say was "scissors" to have immediate

Dingwall, always useful. Only to be expected when a parapsychologist turns his hand to anti-feminism. He knows his oats.

Which brings me nicely to Mr Obama, or Tammuz as I call him. Look out, lad.

Friday, 11 January 2008


The sacrifice of the KingKill isn't the origin of the Christ myth, as I've heard suggested. It's the other way around. The UFO entities' caduceus is a universal symbol because it represents the universal salvation from the ultimate sacrifice. It was prefigured by the staff of Moses becoming a serpent and on many other occasions in the Old Testament. The serpent is sin, which is what was destroyed on the cross.

Obama Skywalker. The Masons want a woman for 2012. Yeah, that'll be just what we need for the big early Christmas bash. But there's more symbolism that could be wrung from this. The rumour goes around that Clinton is wanted in office by the Right, perhaps to set up something they can stage a coup against, although I don't believe such melodrama. Still... 2012 must need something special. Ben-Fairhall, the Times, the black camelot. A new KingKill with a woman to step in. Won't there be an election in 2012? Obama could be cut down on his moment of victory in four years time, either after four years in office or as he ousts an incumbent republican, which would allow Clinton... Merry Christmas 2012.

What have I read about South Carolina recently? I believe it was in Fortean Times, perhaps a man keeping his wife doped up and the Children hostage, a similar story in Siberia. He went to prison, the Siber was allowed to take his family off into the wilderness away from the prying eyes of the social services. The Supreme Council of the Royal Arch is based in South Carolina, which I've never understood. I don't mean to imply that the Siberian and his South Carolinian equivalent don't exist, I don't think FT is in some symbolic conspiracy to put out mystic-prop. Just because something really happens doesn't mean it isn't primarily symbolic.

Garrison was mental and in the FBI, Downard says. Could be. He wrote a short story exactly paralleling what later came to pass with the Killing of the King. He really wrote it, later on something similar really happened. There no causal relationship one to the other. Still happened, though, and they're linked by unknown mechanisms. Maybe there really were explosives put into the WTC when it was built, too. A forshadowing, a prefiguring. Maybe it was the spray ons that brought it down, that wouldn't deny the possibility that there were other explosives there. Maybe it was all an insurance job, that doesn't mean it wasn't really done for different reasons.

I see imminent scientologist David Beckham will be training at Masonically linked, Assassin backed, bin Laden supported Aliyev-sought, Arsenal's training ground this winter. A king if ever there was one, more in the hearts of the nation than any blood king. Running down, past his best, but he'll be in London, Capello will put him in the England team I'm reliably informed. The rumour has long linked him to Arsenal and the rumour is rightist more often than credited. Perhaps a couple of games for fitness sake would upset the Galaxy in LA. Then what would become of him? No more use, would he be.

Kinky Afro

I had to crucify some brother today
And I don’t dig what you gotta say
So come on and say it
Come on and tell me twice

I said dad you’re a shabby
You run around and groove like a baggy
You’re only here just out of habit
All that’s mine you might as well have it
You take 10p back and then stab it
Spray it on and tag it
So sack on me
I can’t stand the needy
Get around here if you’re asking you’re feeling

I had to crucify somebody today
And I don’t dig what you gotta say
So come on and say it
Come on and tell me twice

Happy Mondays.

Unhappy thursdays, though. I had to go and sign on again, after a month's break for Christmas. Good old Christmas kept the JobCentre momentarily off my back. I'd heard bad things, but they haven't changed since before Christmas. I should have been sent back onto a New Deal course by now, but they seem to have forgotten me.

I had an interview yesterday. I don't like them or understand them. Give the job to the first person to apply. I truly hate the phrase "sell yourself". No thanks. I was asked what I thought I'd got out of the interview. Well, what should I get out of it? A job or not a job, surely? What could I give to the company? Well, I could do work in exchange for money. I don't think the truth is what they wanted to hear.

Bad King John died within sight of my window. Poisoned pears. So I hear, anyway. Not as good as a "surfeit of lampreys". That's a local story, though, others say he died at the other side of the castle. Could be. There's something suspicious about it all. He was on the run from the Magna Carta crowd, he'd just crowned the earth to rule in his stead whilst he became a feudatory of the Pope, putting the crown on the ground rather than crowning the nuncio. Then he loses his treasure in the Wash, much the same thing that's happened to many a sock over the years, but many claim this is a myth. None of that treasure has ever turned up, certainly. Perhaps the Pharoahs should have tried that, they couldn't keep a treasure hidden. Then the poisoning in one fo two places in the castle later appropriated by the Templars. They whole story isn't one I like.

Thursday, 10 January 2008

Did George say this?

I have betrayed my country to save my family. If I died today Satan would reject me. I am forever cursed. All that remains is the knowledge that my girls will survive. Nothing else matters. My tears are more than all the rain that will soon fall. Holy Mother of God forgive me for what I have done.

Tuesday, 8 January 2008

It's not whether you win or lose but how you play the game...

ITV showed a programme, an episode of "Tonight with [Sir] Trevor McDonald", called "To Catch a Predator" last night. Based on the American programme of that name being discussed currently in a thread over at RigInt. It was immediately followed on the BBC by a particularly bad edition of "Panorama" in it's Vine-friendly dummed down form, which was also about internet grooming.

I noticed something shown repeatedly in the Panorama, a button from the CEOP (Child Exploitation and Online Protection, to me meaning they practice the exploitation of children, but they could just be semi literate) website marked "Report Abuse". It's an interesting image. I'd like to put it into this post but even looking at the source code I can't find the address of the image itself. If you can, send it in.

The button's near the top of the page. Red background, white writing. The words "report abuse" and a picture of a pyramid with a big eye on top in place of capstone.

But I'm probably seeing things that aren't there.

I do that a lot, or so people would have me believe.

It was the only thing shown more than once, and with no reasonable context at all, that satanic image on Panorama. Rubbing our noses in it. "To BE a Predator".

Feminism and the forces behind it are a threat to consciousness itself, not just to a political position. Hence the promotion of submissive pseudo-democracy that crushes awareness today. The fall of meaningful democracy and the trade unions.

I don't believe in an interventionist God -- Nick Cave

It would destroy the narrative structure of life, wouldn't it? It's the same reason the heroes of, say, science fiction, can't be too powerful, it wouldn't be meaningful anymore, in a plot-based sense.

Of course, it can be a bit frustrating to always be on the losing side too. The above child protection people practicing pederasty to gain power over men, the only real form of power, so that they can feed on the adoration and gain even more power. Yeah, fucking little kids up the arse until you break their minds isn't just fun, it's a vital part of power. Maybe only powerful people can get away with it, yeah. Maybe the only people allowed into powerful positions are those who the existing powers-that-be have something on, like a video of him with a child on his knob. But also it helps to gain power to go around pederasting.

Too many shadows, whispering voices
Faces on posters, too many choices
If, when, why, what?
How much have you got?
Have you got it, do you get it, if so, how often?
And which do you choose, a hard or soft option?
(How much do you need?)
In a West End town, a dead end world
The East End boys and West End girls
-- "West End Girls", Pet Shop Boys

What if now, after all, What if everything you've got made you want more -- What if..., The Lightning Seeds

When you go will you send back
A letter from america?
Take a look up the railtrack
From miami to canada
-- "Letter from America", the Proclaimers

A local company is called Bethel. That rings a bell in me.

I can't hear it. All these people are talking too much. Like that sketch in Armstrong and Miller with the RAF pilots talking modish drivel. Innit.

It'd be nice if I could hear myself think sometimes. I occasionally realise I've been thinking and it turns out the be something interesting. My brain just gets on with it while I'm busy. I've got the associative mind necessary for a conspiracy theorist. I like that label, I don't like Robin Ramsay. Conspiracies come together. When I strated having and interest in UFOs I never thought it would lead to these discoveries about feminism. MALTA, according to something I once read, is the Montauk Alsace Lorraine Time Archives. Arsenal is managed by an Alsatian and has a long conspiratorial history. Alsace's symbol is the double cross. Robison the mason who exposed the Illuminati, also a sentimental feminist, claims the amalgamation of the Alsation lodges preceded the formation of the Illuminati.

Did they KingKill Elvis? He was the King after all. At least he'd probably do in magical terms.

Local History.

Monday, 7 January 2008


Marion Berry, a case of a sting op gone right.

"Sin City", the film. "The life of an old man for that of a young woman. A fair trade.", or words to that effect. That yellow fellah reminds me of the Mystery Man from Lost Highway.

Satanic Verses - the goddess advocacy of Big Mo.

I have been summonsed to appear before the court for non-payment of council tax, which I'm not supposed to pay.

Women who rape.

St Katherine's monastery dominated this area, before 1066, after that Kat gave way to Mary Magdalene and her massive church. Katherine still has a sacred well, in an obsurce area of town for those who know the story. It sprang from the blood of two knights fighting over her, although she was too chaste to be worth it. I believe it's in someone's garden now.

L Ron, Elrond as I always think of him, has an army of clone babies. Him and his Cruise baby:

Alien ship with Daniel Fry aboard - the caduceus in the fabric of the upholstery. A universal symbol says Alan the Alien.

two-on-a-horse Templar Types -- ray

Two little boys had two little toys, each had a wooden horse...

Friday, 4 January 2008

More Kisses

Thursday, 3 January 2008

Butterfly Kisses

Something from Usenet:

Thank you for the original post. Texas Woman's Univeristy, a Texas State University, actually requires all of it's Bachelor of Science Nursing students to take and pass a course in Womens Studies. I complained about the same in writing to then Governor of Texas, George W. Bush (now President of the USA), stating that the same amounted to a "political test" for professional advancement and nursing licensure such that the same was unConstitutional. I never received a reply from him regarding the same.

In nursing in the USA, if you do not adhere to the irrational, illogical,sexist and highly discriminatory mantra: " Men are not discriminated against in employment and education. Therefore, men do not need laws nor the protection of laws against discrimination in employment and education. Women are discriminated against in education and employment. Therefore, they should have laws and the promulgation of laws giving them preferrential treatment in the same.", you will be subject to discrimination in employment and education.

Men only represent about 6% of nurses. Men leave nursing at about twice the rate as women. Men leave nursing school at a higher rate than women.

Given the aforementioned, it is clear that discrimination against men in nursing is wide spread, accepted, and highly organized.

Who says Usenet's no good?

And from the RI board:

It seems the show is fairly indiscrimiate in terms of offender social strata. Pedophillia is presented democratically. Naturally, there won't be too many featured politicians or police officers, but I have seen at least one white doctor as well as the Conradt case. Presumably the procurers for the PNAC gang have other avenues available besides internet chat rooms.

Dateline Predator lets everyone know that the guy next door is a pervert who will rape your daughter; that this country, the world and the internets are filled with scum like this and you never know who they are; that the desire for sex with a minor is a perversion strictly limited to males; that there are good people like corporations and policemen running entrapment cons all over the place to catch bad people; that I can count on NBC and their advertisers for quality community-oriented, public service programming like this; and to trust no one.

The fact that these men will almost certainly be raped in prison lends that fairytale, happy ending, cherry on top, je ne sais qua to the festivities. I left humming the theme song.

I like to think that was comedy.

ben-fairhall has made my memory active. An organisation, I believe, called Butterfly Kisses. Butterflies and paedophiles in one.

Wednesday, 2 January 2008

New Year

'Synchro-mystically', this fact yields poetic confirmation that the 'real' virus is no mere germ, but a state of being equally contagious and potentially much more deadly: the 'reptilian (or predator) consciousness.' Her character, the aptly-named Dr Krippen, is clearly inspired by the notorious Victorian murderer Hawley Crippen; the distinctive spelling, however, and the hard K-sound, is a well-known reptilian 'fingerprint', based on the fact that its hieroglyphic equivalent was drawn as a serpent (cf. Meredith Kercher.)
-- ben-fairhall

Yes... ITV showed the Hammer version of Quatermass and the Pit last night. Well, this morning, I had to be up at ten past three to watch it, but it was very good. The plot, basically, is that an alien craft from Mars, millions of years old, is discovered during work on an Underground station. As it absorbs power from the environment it comes back to life, taking psychic control of those humans with genes similar enough to their alien progenitors and giving them psychokinetic powers which they can use to kill all other humans, as the aliens apparently purged their own hives of those they considered inferior.

It was, you see, an influence which could overwhelm the personalities and individualism of human beings.

If I had time I would look at the Gharaniq incident, but I haven't. The Satanic Verses. Mohammad, supposedly so fiercely monotheistic and patriarchal was willing to allow the worship of goddesses. Which supports my belief that, as with fascism, Islam is a move of the feminine power, a hysterical religion predicated on abuse.

Maybe another time.